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This afternoon’s post is an interview with the screenwriter in my house … because he lives here, too. With our kid. And the cats. He wrote and directed a film called THE ATTICUS INSTITUTE, which is available on-demand and on iTunes today!
Kerri: So you’re my husband, you’ve come here into my office and you are sitting right next to me. And you haven’t left yet. So what would you like to talk about? Today’s a big day, right?
Chris: Is it trash day?
Kerri: That seems like a not-so-nice thing to say about your film.
Chris: I thought you were being passive-aggressive about the trash needing to go out.
Kerri: That’s Friday.
Chris: Right. So today is Tuesday, which means that it’s the day my film, THE ATTICUS INSTITUTE, comes out on VOD and DVD.
Kerri: And that also means you have three days until the trash goes out.
Chris: Now you’re just being aggressive. Regular aggressive.
Kerri: Fair point. Okay, so for people who don’t know what THE ATTICUS INSTITUTE is, can you give a brief “this is what it is?”
Chris: In short, it’s a pseudo-documentary about the government’s efforts to weaponize possession.
Kerri: And you wrote this film. And directed it. I know this because I am your wife.
Chris: And because I was away shooting a film for two months.
Kerri: Right but you’ve written a number of films, and this was your true directorial debut. So how was that, going from putting it on the page to putting it on the screen?
Chris: I liked the process. I liked being able to see my vision through to the end, instead of passing off the baton.
Kerri: Hang on, I wrote “bison” instead of “vision.”
Chris: I’d like to see my bison through to the end as well. If at all possible. But wildlife aside, I liked being able to fully explore this idea. Rather than the more familiar version of a possession movie, where the church sends in an exorcist and all that jazz, I wanted to take a scientific approach in dealing with the supernatural.
Kerri: So you wanted it to be more grounded?
Chris: Ultimately, yeah. I wanted to play out the scenario of “what if there was a government confirmed case of possession,” studied and proven scientifically, and then show how the government might want to militarize something with that much power.
Chris: Yeah. So it’s pretty much a romantic comedy.
Kerri: I know you’re being cheeky, but honestly, this film isn’t a horror film. It’s not like a jumpy-out scary sort of thing.
Chris: No, it’s not. It’s creepy more so than scary. It’s unsettling.
Kerri: Do you find it unsettling to sit here and do a formal interview with me?
Chris: I wouldn’t exactly call it “formal,” since you’re in your bathrobe.
Kerri: Fair point again. Thanks for taking the time to talk with me today. I appreciate it. Please take the garbage out on Friday.
Chris: Since we are now being formal, I seriously want to say thank you to the people in the diabetes community. They’ve been a great support to you, and I’m grateful for how supportive they’ve been of me, too.
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Sometimes the symptoms of my low blood sugars are frustration and anger, which is often misplaced and taken out on the people closest (proximity-wise, and emotionally) to me. I was trying to explain this to Birdy two days ago, as I was treating a low blood sugar that was making me feel every inch angry and disoriented.
She nodded solemnly.
“You’re like the Hulk, then?”
[Disclosures first: I have a sponsorship relationship with Animas and have since early 2010, so everything said here is colored by that bias. For more information on my disclosures, you can read my disclosure page.]
I was really excited to see in my inbox this morning that the Animas Vibe insulin pump has been approved for use in the USA for adults. This device integrates my insulin pump and my CGM into one device, giving me one less thing to lose and one less thing to carry (and one less expensive thing to throw when frustrated). As a human being who is not a kangaroo, this is a plus for me. And integration with the CGM product that I know and trust (and also have a disclosure about – bias!) is an even bigger plus.
Worldwide President at Diabetes Care for LifeScan/Animas, Val Asbury said: “We are excited to celebrate this significant milestone in our efforts to expand Animas® Vibe’s™ global footprint and our insulin delivery offerings to adult patients (ages 18 years and older). Animas® Vibe™ is an important addition to our product portfolio because we are now able to offer patients in the US a solution that allows them to view glucose data and administer insulin right from the pump – simplifying and aiding in their ability to make more informed decisions and fine-tune insulin delivery.”
(For the record, Val and her team added their own little R-in-the-circle thing because they are official. I am not as official. I’m just excited.)
I asked the Animas team about upgrades for folks who are using an Animas pump but are still within warranty, and the response I received from Dave Detmers (Director of Communications) was: “Once Animas® Vibe™ is commercially available in the US, we will provide an EZAccess Upgrade program, which offers patients who qualify the opportunity to upgrade to our latest technology. More details will be available surrounding the EZAccess Upgrade program once the program has launched.” Like you, I am not sure how that will shake out, but once I have more details, I’ll share ASAP.
For now, I’m thankful that the Vibe has finally been approved by the FDA, as this moment marks progress. I like progress. And I’m excited to see it happening.
Happy Thanksgiving!! <3 the Sparlings
Diabetes Awareness Month is almost over, closing out on November 30th. Throughout the month, I’ve watched some really inspiring efforts take flight to raise awareness for diabetes, including the Project Blue November campaign. Project Blue November has been a big part of my Facebook feed throughout the month, showcasing photos of advocates and celebrities alike sporting their blue circle pin.
My blue circle pin is something I wear every time I’m out in public. I have one that I take on-and-off whatever jacket I’m wearing and a one permanently stuck on the bookbag I use when I’m traveling.
I don’t spend the majority of my days on a diabetes advocacy soapbox, but having that pin on me at all times makes me feel like I’m wearing a teeny Bat-Signal of advocacy. It sends out a signal that I love someone (many someones) with diabetes. It’s a beacon for broken islets. It’s a sign that I care about the community as a whole.
Every month is diabetes month when you live with it. This disease is every day, every month, all year long without respite. But it’s not a “woe is me” headgame. It’s more a “keep going; life is worth the effort” sort of mentality.
This month has been more scattered than usual, and I felt like I kind of phoned it in for diabetes month. My focus was on other things, other people, other events and honestly? That break felt good. I think when the focus is “supposed to be diabetes,” I lose steam. (File it under “Don’t Tell Me What To Do,” which might be the biggest file in my mental cabinet.) Advocacy has to feel right, and natural, and not forced for me. Finding my footing sometimes requires a few weeks of mental quiet.
I’ll keep my pin on. And when I’m ready to raise my voice again, I’ll do just that. In the meantime, I need to feel comfortable with whatever level of storytelling and sharing fits my need, regardless of the month or awareness initiative.
Yep. Bullet points. It’s that kind of post.
- It’s been several days since I’ve checked in on this blog. Someone emailed me and asked me if I was still alive.
- This is to confirm that yes, I am still alive.
- It was an unintentional break from blogging (and all things social media) due to the chaos of selling our house, buying a new house, and then moving into that new house.
- It was weird, though. The first day or two of not posting was top-of-mind for me, but after a couple extra days, it felt like a nice break. My brain revolted, at first, not checking email and not being up on what was being discussed re: World Diabetes Day and all the advocacy stuff related to November.
- But then it felt good. A respite from the flow of diabetes. Not that there was a break in my own personal diabetes flow (I still have type 1 diabetes, still pumping insulin, still CGM’ing, still testing my blood sugar … the list goes on), but I had no idea what was going on in the community and I was actually okay with that.
- I spent World Diabetes Day packing and hanging out with Chris and the Birdzone. Can’t complain even the littlest bit about that.
- And now we have a new home (still proud Rhode Islanders) and are adjusting to life in a new town with a lot of cardboard boxes still waiting to be dealt with.
- A lot of diabetes things have happened in the last week or two, though. Stuff I want to make sure I mention before my synapses collapse.
- Like the new Dexcom transmitter. The lower-profile Dexcom transmitter has made a big difference in my wearability of the sensor. The sensor has always worked well for me (since the STS days from years ago), so it’s not a matter of accuracy, etc. But the larger transmitter that came with the G4 originally was noticeably bigger, and the “bulge in my pants” jokes were made as a coping mechanism, not because I enjoyed having this big lump in my pants. The slimmer transmitter is better, for me, since my sensor is on my outer thigh the majority of the time.
- (I can’t write “lump in my pants” or “bulge” without feeling creepy and immature. Which makes me creepy and immature.)
- I haven’t downloaded the 505 software update, though, because we don’t have a PC handy in our house. So I’ll need to siphon off of a colleague’s computer in the coming days. I’ve heard good things about the 505 update, and I’m excited to see progress coming monthly instead of … decade-ly?
- Hey, there is still time to do your Big Blue Test! Have you done it yet? You can. You don’t even have to have diabetes. Seriously. Just move your ass a little. More here.
- This cartoon reminds me of the time my macular edema was something the doctor informed the computer screen about, instead of looking at me. That was a crummy moment. Patient-centered shouldn’t mean screen time replacing face time. Or, you know, HUMAN INTERACTION.
- Came across this word tonight and am better for it. What a great word – “ensorcell.”
- In cleaning out our old house, I found an old bottle of witch hazel. If you’ve ever had a bad night with tequila, don’t use witch hazel to clean your face or your body will have a prompt flashback.
- I found this while packing:
- And on a very personal note, my cousin is an aspiring filmmaker and is part of a group putting together a documentary about homelessness in New Haven, CT. Here’s a link to their Kickstarter campaign, H A V E N.
- AND THIS THIS THIS IRONMAN THIS!!!!! Man, that is cool and I can’t wait to tell Birdy.
— Kerri / Diabetes (@sixuntilme) November 19, 2014
And that’s it. Brain, emptied!